It's been a while since I've had time to blog, which much to Craig's dismay, is because I simply haven't felt like writing anything down. I have decided that on this bright and beautiful Sunday morning I will now end my non-blogging streak and write SOMETHING.
School is going quite well. I still feel an overwhelming sense of calm about the whole thing - it's finally what I should have been doing all along. There are challenges, along with anything else, but I feel like the challenges I'm facing now will only make me a better person and a better photographer in the process. I really love the school - it feels very homey and small and I really enjoy *most* of the classes and instructors. The main instructor for photography, Steve, is absolutely phenominal and I feel like I am learning so much from him! It's exciting!
As I was saying, there are still challenges. I'm starting to realize that I can't deal with every personality type - sometimes it just doesn't work out between people. There are two very special girls in my program though, Stef and Carly, who I am very close to and really enjoy being around. We see things the same way and there are always laughs shared between us. Every girl in the program has good qualities about them and I think, as always, there is a reason why that specific group has been brought together. There are just some girls that I really get along with and some I don't feel I will ever be close. You can't be friends with the world, but you can at least try to be polite, even when it's hard.
We are now almost into December which is absolutely crazy! This semester has flown by and continues to do so. I'm really starting to look forward to the break at home with family. I love my family dearly and I miss spending time with everyone. I'm also really excited for presents, especially from Craig! :P Rumor is there *may* be a ring under the tree! :D
I am so so thankful for all of these things I have mentioned and again so so so thankful for my relationship with Craig. There was an incident that occured this past week in which I was terrified and upset and heart-broken and angry and scared and the minute I heard Craig's calm and soothing voice on the phone I knew everything would be okay. He was with me through every aspect of this incident and made sure I was okay and taken care of and had everything I needed, not because he knew that's what was expected of him, but because that's what he wanted to do. People aren't perfect, not even close, but I feel like Craig is as close to perfect for me as you can get. :)
Regarding this incident, I choose to post no details because I don't want to relive it over and over, but I would like to clarify that I am okay, I was never hurt or in any danger. I am thankful though that what happened didn't happen when I was around persay, as well as thankful that it wasn't to the extent it could have been. It still sucks, but it could have been worse.
Well. I do think I should probably move along and go work on homework. I have to draw an egg carton and I think it may take me all afternoon. Thanks for reading! :)
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